May 2012
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May 12th
April 2012
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Apr 15th
Apr 13th
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November 2011
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Don't Break the Internet
Nov 17th
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November update
I haven’t written online in quite a while.  I’ve also never written online about anything remotely involving politics, current events, or controversial elements of pop culture.  I hesitate to do so for very many reasons.  I fear becoming the idiot young adult who goes around telling everyone they see how Palin and Putin are similar sounding names and that proves that 9/11 was an inside...
Nov 16th
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October 2011
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Being Elmo - http://b0x.ee/qci9qU (via Boxee)  →
Oct 10th
“Any sufficiently advanced technology is indistinguishable from magic.”
– Arthur C. Clarke (via mobilesoftware)
Oct 6th
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September 2011
3 posts
Sep 24th
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Sep 24th
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and their reply will cause me to buckle to my...
Every night around this time, I take a pill to help me sleep.  With a glass of water, and a bit of hope, I’ll float off into the only place that I feel welcome… darkness, silence, emptiness… sleep.  This nightly ritual that I never deviate from is nothing more than a game I play with my brain to keep it from realizing that it’s now the time to dream.  Dreams aren’t welcome...
Sep 19th
August 2011
2 posts
a revolutionary street gang armed with AK-47s
I posted this on my LiveJournal, but also wanted to repost it here.  Not that I have the illusion that I’m a celebrity or have a following or anything, but there was a time when quite a few people would read my posts and I always looked forward to any feedback or advice they would reply with.  I’m cross-posting this to LiveJournal and Tumblr in order to get exposure to as many of those...
Aug 21st
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Aug 21st
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April 2011
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Apr 5th
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“I was kind of curious what she would wear, being a gay person and all, but I...”
– my grandmother, talking about Ellen Degeneres’ talk show being in Florida
Apr 5th
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March 2011
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Mar 26th
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Mar 26th
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Mar 26th
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every single kid who didn't go to the Sadies...
Alright, alright.  I’m sick of seeing pictures of awesome fun frat/tech parties at SxSW.  The truth is, even today, with beautiful aluminum and glass iPads and faded denim jackets with just the right amount of black mixed in so it isn’t the same color of those stupid denim shorts that were so cool when you were in third grade, computers aren’t cool.  Trust me.  I’m a living...
Mar 15th
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Mar 15th
February 2011
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Feb 3rd
January 2011
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Jan 31st
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Jan 31st
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@smkudelko on Twitter →
I finally updated my Twitter profile.  I got rid of the background I had that I took using Photo Booth about 3 years ago.  In fact, I really haven’t even taken any pictures of myself since about 3 years ago.  I don’t have anyone to take pictures of me, and I really don’t go anywhere to take pictures.  My life pretty much ended on February 15, 2009.
Jan 27th
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Jan 27th
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“Cheney unsure whether to get heart transplant surgery. He’s considering...”
– Rob Kutner via WitStream
Jan 26th
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WeatherBank: Disgusting →
krmihalcin: It is disgusting that the average American is so caught up in texting, social networking, jersey shore, fashion, and money that he doesn’t even have enough time to educate himself on the state of the world and what is actually happening. It is so sad that I had such high hopes for Obama as a… This is one of the reasons why I fell in love with this girl.  She’s...
Jan 26th
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Jan 26th
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“I think Sarah Palin’s First Amendment Rights could use a little breather.”
– Lizz Winstead via WitStream
Jan 19th
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“Joe Lieberman reportedly will not seek re-election in 2012, saying that he wants...”
– Jerry Thomas via WitStream
Jan 19th
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“Always awkward when JC Penny celebrates the MLK Holiday with a White Sale.”
– John Fugelsang via WitStream
Jan 18th
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“A new commandment I give to you, that you love one another: just as I have loved...”
– John 13:34-35
Jan 9th
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Jan 9th
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Jan 9th
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Jan 9th
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Jan 8th
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December 2010
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no closer to home than we were to our destination
There was a really long time after my downfall… that’s what I’m determined to call it now, instead of breakup, or mental breakdown, or trying to kill myself and ending up in the psych ward, or being a drug addict without a home and living in a garage, or going to rehab, since that all happened at lightning speed for me…. anyway, a long time after my downfall, where I...
Dec 30th
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when they share their final kiss for the night
Three years ago during the holiday season my life changed completely, and while I never thought something as dramatic and romantic and fulfilling as that would ever happen again, something of equal impact happened today. For two years now I’ve been trying to force my way back into the life of a girl who once loved me. And I ask myself why? There are the obvious reasons…. I miss her, I...
Dec 24th
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Everyone should watch "Mozart and the Whale." ...
Dec 24th
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Dec 24th
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I don't understand why you hate me. I didn't do...
Dec 22nd
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Dogs Don't Understand Basic Concepts Like Moving →
I normally don’t read blogs that others retweet, because they’re usually about complex geek related things, and that’s really not what i’m into anymore…. however, this blog article was extremely funny, and the writer of the blog is very, very funny.  She’s intelligent funny… so if you like Tracy Morgan… chances are this will be over your head.  But...
Dec 22nd
WeatherBank: New Year Resolutions →
krmihalcin: Vegetarianism Stop buying corporate (as much as possible anyhow) Buy a car Get my license restored Hike 1,000 miles Cut out coffee and replace it with tea QUIT smoking (I already have, but I cheat sometimes) Learn Poi Buy a sewing machine Learn to make rather than buy Begin sending out… I love you and miss you so much.  If there is anything I can help you with,...
Dec 22nd
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Dec 16th
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“I’m coming to terms with the fact that loving someone requires a leap of faith,...”
– Sarah Dessen (via superphernelia)
Dec 16th
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Former Food Network chef attempted to pay two... →
“They gave us two pizzas, a 12-pack of beer and a bottle of San Jose (tequila),” he said. “I love them.” Man, is $500.00 the going rate?  Because if so, I should definitely get into the wife killing business.  I have Christmas presents to buy!  So, just a random question, who here on Tumblr hates their spouses…. and has access to cash?
Dec 16th
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Dec 16th
October 2010
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“I am so disappointed that I cannot see me perform except for on playback. My...”
– Kanye West, on VH1 Storytellers.  What a fucking asshole this guy is.
Oct 30th
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today i woke up early. today will be a good day.
My stomach is grumbling because it is empty.  It makes me feel good.  The hungrier I feel, the more I feel like i’m making progress.  I need to suffer because I deserve to suffer.  If I starve myself, if I change myself, you will come back to me.  I need you.  You said you’d be there by my side for every doctor’s appointment, every hospital stay.  Where are you now?  Where did...
Oct 27th
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Oct 27th
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Oct 26th